Oh my god………..
FUCK YOU . Yeah , thats right . i fucken said it . FUCK YOU . I FUCKING HATE YOUR GUTS . what the hell man , you’re such a little player . im fucking sitting here , crying my ass off , venting to my tumblr because of you . FUCK YOU !!! man what the shit ! i honestly , thought i was good to go . these past months i’ve been so happy . i’ve bragged about you to all my fucking friends , and all that shit ! NOW WHAT THE FUCK , YOU’RE JUST GONNA DO ME WRONG LIKE THAT ? HELL TO THE FUCK NO NIGGA , IM DONE WITH YOU . IM DONE WITH EVERYTHING . im sick & tired of being played , like im some type of toy . im not your fucking booty call , asshole . fuck this shit , fuck everything right now ! do you think its fucking funny ? to play me like that ? i have feelings too , you fuck face . you made me feel special , you made me happy . at the end of each day i’d spend time with you , i’d thank god for blessing me with such a wonderful person . well i guess i was just blinded by your sugar coated bs . just like the rest of them . im seriously done . i feel stupid for crying over you . i deserve better , i know i fucking do. i want nothing to do with you . go find someone else to play your game . i guess you can never really change the player , now can you , you fucking piece of shit .
(Source: jdsyfgcsiyvgfgb, via thesurrealest)
(Source: vic7ory, via malcolmsex)
* not posting to get attention, but to remember why I was crying.
I am crying because there were some African American guys at my door and I didn’t know what the hell to do.. They kept ringing the door bell. I turned off every sound. I walked quietly to the bathroom and hid. I fell to the floor, weak & scared. Not knowing what to do, I started crying quietly to myself. They wouldn’t leave. They kept ringing and ringing the doorbell. I was really scared.. They didn’t leave ‘til about 5 minutes later. Now, I keep crying because that was a moment where I felt I was going to die.
(posted here for inevitability of OP deleting)